January 2012
15 posts
A poem, perhaps?
You don’t feel me, I know you hear the poverty.
Steering through years of falsely accusing the tears, I’ve jotted these,
rhymes no one clearly offers to read.
And a heart that has gone through an impoverished college degree,
Lost so many phones I appear a monitored impostor to scheme,
But my posture disappears consciously,
I created my own squad because I wasn’t...
Last semester. THE SLEEPING GIANT.
Well, tomorrow it begins. Well, Monday rather. I don’t know where exactly to begin lol. I mean, wow. 3 and a half years down, and I’m finally about to graduate. My academic career speaks for itself, but it’s not exactly the education which pertains to my adolescence period. It was always more about the moments. The memories I’ve shared at college will stay with me forever....
Anonymous asked: i just read up on mac miller and, i've never listened to him so maybe he is great but i was reading his wiki page and saw that the dude was born in '92, all this random shit - and here i was reading about his life, and i couldn't stop thinking 'well fuck, if this dude made it, why hasn't Krizzy yet' - you're gonna make it big, you're gonna live out this...
Tonight, following the S.C. Republican Debate, I...
This will be my first ‘real’ post of my new and unimproved blog lol.
I am reinventing the chronicles of Krizzy. This is...
The Chronicles of Krizzy, my tumblr, a blog I have owned for the past three years, will now be going through a reconstruction phase. It is time to turn this blog into a serious column, one that will include my examinations of the political and entertainment world, particularly that of U.S. foreign policy, the rap industry — which will include reviews, and the world of films, which will also...
my late night drive.
i am about to go harder than i ever have.
“Populations with a high proportion of growth. The young people, who are in much...”
– Kissinger in his National Security Study Memorandum. Goddamn it he was right. And we ain’t giving up just yet.
“Every time you are tempted to react in the same old way, ask if you want to be a...”
– Deepak Chopra
it takes a conscious effort
(via ffreefall)
WatchHIMYM
Space.
I’ve come to the conclusion writing isn’t in my destiny.
It was meaningless, all the memories of it expecting it to be meant to be.
I know rewinding time is useless if your eyes aligned won’t remember me.
Especially, since all that’s left for me are right-wing celebrities.
I philosophize, about victories and how I skipped on the prize.
Shits locked inside, like...
The Internet just fucking teases you!
I’m going back to my broken laptop days.
The Internet deceives you, constantly.
It makes you think you have friends when those people the Internet considers to be your friends are actually nobodies. Not only that, it makes it seem like everything is more accessible. Like fame and money are just a click away. Mothafucka this ain’t no soup kitchen. Fuck the Internet. I’m going...
Tomorrow. Well, today, will be a day of change....
SOMETHINGS NEVER CHANGE.
Still staying up late.
Still watching/reading shit to help me reverse my disbelief in fate.
Still believing less and less everyday.
BUT.
Still holding on to whatever hope i have left.
"Hungover in Jerusalem."
It’s always been proven that writing allows me to escape from any instances of anxiety that I face. Writing has always been the cure. Speaking about my issues to friends has never been my strong suit. It’s time I embrace these fears. When I was in Israel for birthright, I planned to eventually write a song entitled “Hungover in Jerusalem.” Today I met up with my bestfriend...
turn the valium and the volume up.
December 2011
14 posts
Selfish/Selfless
The more selfish I act, the less there is of self. Does that make me selfless, then?
I’m on the verge of writing something epic; a novel, short-story, rhyme, or script. Perhaps a script. I want to call it “Elephants and God.” I thought it sounded pretty dope. I have an idea for it. I mean, I would start structuring it now, problem is the proximity between my eye lids is...
I digress.
To all my constituents, the throne is subject to overthrow.
Lane wider than my shoulder bones,
If your overdose was an example of a colder coast,
then you’re forced to know how krizzy stays busy, cordially hold the phones.
We were told to slow — down for yellow lights.
I’m reserved now, my belt holds tight,
My friend is in lala land, like mello’s wife.
You were...
I can't lie. I get pretty fucking jealous when new...
When these other rappers blow up I use it as encouragement.
They say you’re fire, like they’re no longer in need of my services.
The hustle can’t be knocked with, sweet talk, candy operatives,
Got that perfect game, she said I’m on my randy Johnson shit.
I wouldn’t buy ya album if it was standing on clearance.
You consider your failures part of the plan for experience.
If you on the road to...
THIS WHOLE SEMESTER IS COMING DOWN TO ONE NIGHT.
The resurrection of my GPA, all comes down to tonight. how much possible magic can i pull out of my ass for this one. well, here goes nothing. but i’ll tell you one thing, if these motherfuckers behind me giggling and whispering about how much they love each other and how much they want to suck each others faces off once these finals are up don’t STOP, well krizzy is going to have to...
finals. fuck this post.
You are not sick.
You artists will get tossed quick.
I lost it.
Blood spilling like a faucet.
You wouldn’t open doors for me so I took a locksmith as hostage.
Octagon signs declined trying to stop this,
is like trying to propose to a posh bitch in a mosh pit.
Liking me is as hard as liking rappers acting like gangsters after they got rich.
I want love, but not this.
My arteries are...
Look.
I don’t have the answers for all the problems in the world, I don’t even have the answer to all of my problems, for that matter. But I’ll tell you one thing about life that I do know, a lesson I learned at a young age but only understood at the age of 21. Never let your fears ruin you. You are a boulder racing through time-frames with fears piling up quicker than you age, faster...
In order to graduate I must do well on tomorrow's...
Time to turn the swag on.
Turn the past off.
FUCK RELATIVE DEPRIVATION
I’M JUST THANKFUL TO BE ALIVE.
I MEAN THAT. i actually mean that. i’m grateful to be honest. everything is in my hands. baby steps. one step at a time. fuck this library though.
Anonymous asked: it all only made you stronger, krizzy. you are going further than you would've with any of those people who let you go. it doesn't mean they weren't true, they just weren't strong enough for you.
LINK TO MY COLLECTIVE ONE WAY's NEW MIXTAPE LATE... →
November 2011
10 posts
“this time won’t you save me
this time won’t you save meeee”
– oneway — my fam — my supporters — my fake friends — my real friends — the girls who forgot about me — the girls who recognize me quicker than i can recognize them — my doubters — the dubious thugs — the same bums — the same herbs —...
“what the fuck are you fighting for,
ain’t nobody gon win that war”
– kendrick L
LATE NIGHT DRIVE.
I guess I’m doing alright after all.
EARTH TO DESTINY, WHERE ART THOU
OVERTHROW THE WORLD.
I always sacrificed my flow for my words.
but now I’m feeling like I’m gonna have to overthrow the world.
I WISH THIS WAS EASY.
LIVING.
FUCK.
EVERYONE.
WHO.
DOESN’T.
GIVE.
A.
FUCK.
ABOUT.
YOU.
October 2011
12 posts
here's a post.
I just want to welcome you, to the confession I push this sentence through.
I devise numerous plans, but the execution is what I seldom do.
Please don’t listen to the depression I am telling you.
I’m locked behind bars like the system they possess felons through.
Wake up, drink protein for a starter.
not me, the codeine is the author,
sometimes I feel hopelessly faltered.
I...
One Way -- this is why I've been a recluse.... →
the renaissance.
new cd comes out late november.
somebody’s gotta fucking dream around here.
OH MAN IS A GIDDY THING.
“The only way to sustain some level of happiness is to maintain a high level of...”
– A quote from the inner happiness committee circulating in the headquarters of Krizzy’s heart and brain.
The Chandelier.
I could use these ashes as a form of currency. My vision is blurred permanently, I will prolong my casket sheets until these bastards everlastingly bury me. I’m eating codeine cakes, at 14, I awoke to a police (po-leeece) state. Mixing nopes and hopeless traits with a dose of morphine protein shakes. When you envision me, do you miss my schisms as a little g. Who grew up to be lonelier than...
slow down
I think I just need to slow down.
I’m fighting but I feel as if I might go down.
I promise to represent for this cold town.
From this hole in the ground, I gotta turn this whole thing around.
Rookie of the year, I feel like Cam Newton.
Knowing my wardrobe might not be that crisp, but I’m out here trying to do what ben and cam doing.
I spent so much time trying to capture it all.
Spent time trying to focus naturally without adderall.
After all, we just sit back and laugh at yall.
All I got is my word and random girls grabbing my balls.
Sometimes I feel like picking up the...
the evolution of krizz.
Like Marshawn Lynch, I’m in it for the long run.
Trying to make these blondes cum like tiger woods with a fucking golf club.
Oh you think because you have a small buzz,
that’ll deter me from saying you small fucks all suck?
Blame it on the way I was brought up.
Minor league flow, hit ignore when I was called up.
i remember everything.
I hope that you like it in your little motel.
THAT’S WHAT I’M WAITING FOR, ALL THE TIME.
breakdownnnnnn.
I had the two baddest girls in school at the same time,
but got greedy and lost em both.
Once upon a time I was the captain of the yacht,
but started driftin’ and got tossed off the boat.
wasgolden asked: Mike Krau? He's a martian. Mike Krau? He's retarded.